cached feelings

I’ve been circling the idea of keeping a journal like this for a while — something slower, more intentional, and less optimized than most corners of the internet. So here we are.

This is cached feelings: a place for thoughts that lag, emotions that load late, and ideas that only make sense once I’ve written them down.

A little about me, for context:

• I’m Enid, 31
• Married, four kids
• Stay-at-home mum
• Computer science degree, former fandom kid, current bubblegum bitch
• Writing my way through a very full, very loud season of life

What you’ll find here:

• Reflections on motherhood (the love and the grief)
• Identity shifts, anger, joy, and becoming someone new
• Occasional pop culture commentary
• Long posts, short posts, half-formed thoughts

What you won’t find:

• Influencer optimism
• Parenting advice delivered with confidence
• Hot takes for sport

I’m not writing with an end goal beyond connection. If something resonates, feel free to comment. If you’re quiet, that’s fine too. This is meant to be a comfortable room, not a stage.

— Enid